Thursday, October 30

A Wild Dream

I just had the most unbelievable dream while I was taking a nap about an hour ago.

He proposed to me and it was a surprise one!!!

He planned this event with all his family members waiting at my 2nd aunt's house.
Then, I was brought to the place by my family members.

When I was dreaming, I couldn't believe that this is happening to me (of course it was so real that you won't be able to differentiate it was actually a dream).

We are (yes still) currently in the cold war period.
We are having some serious thoughts to determine whether we should continue to be together.
It's impossible that he is proposing to me at this moment!

In my dream, I remembered he told me "You said I don't have much time for you, so now this is it!"

The conclusion is 日有所思,夜有所梦.
When your mind is occupied with some thoughts, you are going to have it in your dream when you sleep.

Anyway, this was just a dream.
It's not going to happen in real.
I knew it.
I am just way too far from this.

Tuesday, October 28

说好的幸福呢

好久都没有留意周杰伦的歌了。
以前还蛮喜欢他最初的作品,但过后就没那么fancy了。
这一次他的这首新歌,我听起来特别有感觉,所以就post在这里和大家分享。

说好的幸福呢



作词:方文山 作曲:周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱著 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱著歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写著
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数著 你再不捨
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪乾了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著 要怎麼停呢


你的绘画凌乱著 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱著歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写著
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数著 你再不捨
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪乾了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著 要怎麼停呢


怎麼了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪乾了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著 要怎麼停呢

Saturday, October 25

我的学生们

今天是我教补习的最后一天。
刚才晚上十点多上完最后一堂课后,我整个人感觉轻松了许多。
当然,现在我唯一的收入也没了。

自从五月开始教第三位学生后,很多时间都被补习占用了。
尤其是在学生们的考试季节,会花更多的时间加课。

感觉轻松之余,心里也有点不舍。

今晚的Justin好可爱(相比之下,很多时候他都固执得让我咬紧牙根),蹦蹦跳跳的,演这演那,我还取笑他以后可以去当谐星。
最让我动容的是当他问我:“那你明年还会教我补习吗?”

小孩子‘有时候’还真的蛮可爱的!

我想要继续和这三位学生联络,毕竟我们也相处了一段时间。
John,是最久的了,不知不觉我已经教了他两年。
从他那儿,我学习培养耐心。
Jamie,教她的时间最短了,花最多时间的也是她。
只可惜,我觉得我没有帮到她什么。
Justin,遗憾的是,没能跟他从头到尾都讲华语。
他还是不肯多讲华语,真是一个很有自己想法的小男孩。

在不久的将来,他们还会记得我吗?
说到底,我也只是他们生命中来去匆匆的一位过客。
无论如何,我很谢谢我的学生们,还有他们的妈妈。
我想要和他们三位保持联络,空闲的时候就去家访一下 :)

Friday, October 24

Me and Myself

I am going to spend time with myself tomorrow, yes only me and myself :)
Everyone should learn to feel comfortable even when they are alone.
We need to have time for ourselves.
I believe it's one way to know ourself better, right?

Quote from my friend KY, "Peace of mind derives from within, your inner self!"

I am going to have peace of my mind tomorrow :)

Friday, October 17

Random

I am so down to say this, but I feel like letting go.
I don't know how to solve it and I don't know how to get myself out from this miserable stage!!!
What should I do?

Saturday, October 11

European Jewels - Day 3 - Part 2

Continue from previous entry, this is Part 2 of Day 3 in our European Jewels trip.

P/S: Have been keeping this draft for over a month. Now only I finished it :p

So now, we are in Rothenburg, a picturesque town before we head to Munich.
Nice huh the building. So cheerful looking, I like it :)


A cafe.
Like those plants outside the windows.
So lively!


A very nice shop.
Straight away attracted our attention.


See see see, so nice!!!
All these are made of food, I supposed hand-made too.
Small but very detailed.


So cute!!!
I couldn't buy them, not even one, it's very expensive :(
One cost 10-20 euro if I didn't remember wrongly.


So pretty!!!
How could you not like them?


I like their building.
So nice and the 'thing' (what is it called?) attached on the wall is so unique.


The local delicacy - Snowballs.


The snow ball. We 'tapao' and curi makan in the bus.
The tour leader actually don't allow us to eat and drink in the bus.
Ridiculous right?
We spent most of the time travelling in the bus and she said we can't eat in the bus according to company's policy?
What are we suppose to do in the bus when we are hungry and bored?
By the way, we are not small kids, we are not going to mess up and dirty your bus ok!!!


This is cute.
They set up this to welcome people along the way?


Scenery along the way to Munich.


The train system in Munich.


Oh piggy!!
After dinner, my mum and I actually climbed up to its back and take photo Muahaha


Our yummy pork chop.
The black black dish beside is actually some kind of marinated purple cabbage.


The front view of the reataurant.
Not sure whether it's consider nice but at least we did savor the famour German pork dish :p


My image for Munich.
Dark dark and dark.
We don't have the chance for a second look.
We headed to Innsbruck early morning the next day.


A very nice WC, pay 1.10 euro and you can use it lor!


The main train station.
Hauptbahnhof or Marienplatz??
Forgot liao :p


Our hotel for the night.
Tryp Munich.
The room might not consider as nice but the breakfast that we had in the hotel the next morning was the best throughout this trip.
Yummy ;)
Show you the photo in the next entry.



To be continued...
Day 4 Part 1...

Saturday, October 4

现在的心情故事

明天就是星期天了(严格来说,应该是还有几分钟),也就是开斋节假期的最后一天。
这个星期有了‘开斋节假期’这个借口,什么也没做,有点逃避现实的感觉。

而现在矛盾的心情又来了。
一方面期待着忙碌的日子,勤劳的进行要完成的试验,努力写我的论文,那么就可以照原定的计划达成目标。
一方面也觉得有点害怕去面对。但是我知道我必须要去面对,我需要勇气。

好吧,就开开心心的享受明天最后一天的假期。
星期一起就是新的开始,我要努力,我要be positive,我要坚持。
我可以的!!!